Waecicu beach, Labuan Bajo. 2022. Recently I've been spending a lot of time by myself our dinners been out of town and a lot my friends have been away and I don't know I've just felt lonelier and you know usually I get showering alone. i procrastinate and don't really not too of myself. this time I felt different it's given me a lot of time to think about the things in my life. it's given me some balance and guidance and you know when we think about loneliness, we're meeting assume it's a bad thing, like being alone is something we should try and run away from something we should try and prevent. and I think embracing loneliness is probably a good thing sometimes. I definitely allow me to be more creative, just to know you're lonely knowing that. this is your time and your opportunity to do anything. it's kind of comforting in a way I guess, really the fact of the matter is all of us are lonely, all of us feel that and fortunately the Internet h